HAPPY GILMORE GIRLS ON NETFLIX DAY
and even though I love the one I’m with now there is still a void. I never wanted or expected him to fill it because that was for me to do on my own, but it’s a year later and the void is still here. i don’t know what to do. I still have dreams about him and it still hurts to think of what happened. I can’t even talk about it now without shutting down. this is not good.
It’s been a little over a year and he still pops up in my mind from time to time. little signs of him are still around. a few nights ago I broke down on my drive home from work because I passed by the Coronado bridge…the one I always took to visit him in the barracks. I shouldn’t be feeling this way. It shouldn’t hurt anymore. why does it still hurt?